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: Before
I get to your fascinating characters like Octavia in Leaving
Atlanta and Aria in The Untelling, I want to briefly focus on this other character I saw on your
blog. She wore white wings and had a light bulb hanging in the air
right on top of her head. How did photographer Victor Ehikhamenor
get you to take that pose?
T.J. Rudolf, I laughed when I read
that question, as I happened to be on the telephone with Victor
Ehikhamenor when the question popped into my inbox. You asking me
about that photo just reminds me how much the relationship between
the writer and the reading public has changed. I can't imagine having
had access to zany snapshots of, say, Toni Morrison. Long live the
internet-- as it makes it clear to readers, some of whom may want
to be writers, that authors are living breathing people.
As for how Victor got me to pose for him in a blue satin dress and
angel wings-- he just asked me to. I have no idea why he happened
to have the wings in his truck, but he did and I put them on. Adding
the lightbulb was my idea. I hope to pose for Victor again in the
future. I don't think it's even fair to call it posing. Victor is
a real artist. When he photographs me, we are really working together.
Those photos are his and mine both.
: At
age 13, you followed your father, a Fulbright scholar to Nigeria.
Having spent one year in Nigeria, you are qualified to be classified
as a Nigerian writer. After this interview is published, be prepared
to be claimed as one of Nigeria’s own writer. And those unfamiliar
with your work will begin to ask like those white people you said
asked “Is your book for everyone?” What impact did that
formative year mean to you as an African-American and as a writer?
Are we going to read a novel from you that is set in Nigeria? Won’t
that be a great change from Atlanta?
T.J. I feel them to be descriptive. However, the year and a half
that I lived in Nigeria isn't enough for me to have earned that
label, which is a shame because Nigerian writers are the belles
of the publishing ball right now. (Smile.)
As for the question is my book for everyone, I have learned not
to get so mad about that. I think the question is so racist in a
weirdly friendly way. This sort of dog-whistle racism drives me
crazy. But I have learned to say something charming like, "Why of
course it is. Why would you think anything different?" That sort
of makes the questioner realize the violence of his own question.
: In
October of 2008 you were in Ghana for a writers’ conference.
In January 2009, you were in Kampala, Uganda, to facilitate a workshop
with FEMRITE. Africa must mean so much to you. How much? What is
the attraction?
T.J. I was delighted to attend the FEMRITE conference. The Ugandan
women were amazing in every way. The students ranged from twenty-somethings
who are just finding their voices to women nearly my mother's age
who have witnessed so much history. I hope to go back very soon.
The attraction to Africa is the obvious one. I am an African descended
person. Going to Ghana was like returning home. When I was there,
I was given a beautiful gold necklace with an adinkra symbol. As
soon as I returned to the US, I lost it. It must have fallen off
my neck. It seems like a metaphor. Everyday I search my apartment
for the necklace. I want to have that connection again.
: You
said that ‘Nigerian writers are the belles of the publishing
ball right now.’ Why do you think that is? Has it helped in
anyway to advance the cause of the African-American literature in
the light of the fact that many of these writers are living here
in the United States? Or is it another case of the African in America
taking the rewards of years of struggles away from the African-American?
How has that development contributed to the integration of all people
of African descends in the Diaspora?
T.J. I have no idea why certain books, or certain groups of authors
capture the American imagination at anytime. It's mysterious to
me-- like meteorology. I have noticed that African-Americans have
faded from the American discourse and at the same time African descended
writers who are not American have come to prominence. However, I
am not ready to say that Africans have somehow taken the rewards
from African-Americans. If this is the case that Africans are taking
up the "slots" that have usually been allocated from African Americans,
the problem is a slotting system. The problem is not the writers'.
I try to avoid any conversational construction that encourages people
of color to participate in a cage match with the reward being crowned
the "other" of the moment. With the major coverage of Colson Whitehead's
new novel, I stand corrected, or at least I stand complicated.
:
You have argued in several interviews that the bookstores
that carry African-American sections tend to carry more African-American
titles. You stated that the nation has to change before the shelving.
Isn’t propounding that like calling for bookstores’
own affirmative action? Critics will say that African-American writers
have won every prize there is in American literature. They will
then wonder why African-American writers cannot compete on the basis
of merit on bookstore shelves. A similar question is facing the
U.S. Supreme Court over the extension of the federal oversights
in the Voting Rights Act of 1964 in the light of Obama’s election
as president. Have we overestimated what has changed in America?
Is this the primary reason why you believe it is so hard for black
writers to make it?
T.J. I laugh at anyone who says being in the "general" section of
the book store is a question of merit. Have you seen what's over
there? Sure there are great writers over there, but also Danielle
Steel and other writers of pulp. There is a fallacy that shedding
of labels comes only when you have proven yourself to be good enough
to be unlabeled. Writers are unlabeled when they are no longer thought
to be "different" than the mainstream.
. Your
first novel, Leaving Atlanta, is a story about fear and
love. It was set under the backdrop of the Atlanta Child Murders
of the early 1980's. You were in 5th grade when the kidnapping and
murders happened. Why did you choose to tap into that experience
for your first novel? Are first time novelists better off taping
into something very profound in their lives?
T.J. Well, *this* first-time novelists was better off writing what
I knew. I think writing about childhood, a very specific childhood
of which I knew all the rules and nuances, allowed me to write confidently.
I never worried that there was a reader out there somewhere who
could tell me I didn't know what I was talking about. And also,
since I was a witness to these murders, I felt that I was doing
work that needed to be done. That book is a love letter to my generation.
: In
Leaving Atlanta, you told Tasha's story from third person
because she isn’t matured enough to tell her own story. You
told Rodney’s story in second person because he was a reserved
character. And you ended with Octavia whose story you told in first
person. How difficult was it to do all that in one book? Did that
strategy give you, the writer, special advantages?
T.J. This may sound a little crazy, but my memory of writing Leaving Atlanta is starting to fade a bit. I can even feel myself getting
nostalgic, and applying insights I have now to my recollections
of the process. I don't recall the technical aspects being very
different. I wrote Leaving Atlanta very organically. The
reasons I gave for point of view are true, but it is something that
became clear once the novel was finished. For each character, I
used the point of view that would best work for the story. I didn't
map it out in advance. I looked at each section of the novel as
it's own thing and then I was just in service to the story.
:
You attended Spelman College. Spelman and other historical
black colleges have produced prominent African-Americans who are
at the peak of their careers in all spheres of human endeavors.
Why are some historical black colleges in financial difficulties
that they are at the verge of closure?
T.J. In times of economic decline, all institutions
that serve minority and disadvantages populations are the first
to go under. The HCBUs don't have the endowments that many mainstream
and elite institutions enjoyed. Spelman College, my beloved alma
mater was founded on the $100 Rockefeller happened to have in his
pocket. He gave it to the missionaries who wanted to found a school
for black women. Yes it was generous for Rockefeller to give, but
when you look at the size of the donations given to found, say,
Carnegie Mellon, you can see that even the elite HCBUs like Spelman
and Morehouse have never been on equal footing. The news is not
that many are now on the verge of closing, but that they have been
able to educate so many students over so many years on the resources
they have had access to.
: In
your second novel, The Untelling, we see through the eyes
of Aria how black life in urban South has changed for the generation
living after the civil rights era. In more ways than one, the novel
asks the question, “Is this what Martin Luther King died for?”
What did Martin Luther King die for? Is that the central question
in the African-American life today?
T.J. I so think that "That's not what Dr King died
for!" is the distillation of the survivors guilt of a generation.
I mean, can anyone ever live well enough, accomplish enough to really
earn all the blood shed by the generations before us? It's a debt
that can never be repaid. One of the reasons that even black people
are so eager to embrace this idea of post-racial America is that
it cancels out that incredible debt.
. The
exploration of the black female selfhood started with Zora Neale
Hurston. It was proper that your novel, Leaving Atlanta, won the 2003 Hurston/Wright Foundation Legacy Award for
Debut Fiction. Are you comfortable with where that exploration is
headed in the light of the explosion of the so-called urban/ghetto
lit?
T.J. The exploration of Black female selfhood started with
ZNH? Let me step back before lightning strikes. Harriet Jacobs is
frowning from the afterlife. As for so-called Ghetto Lit. I don't
have a problem with any author or any book in particular. What I
am disturbed by is the marginalization of African American writers
in general. I mean, you don't see respected white writers being
forced to answer questions about how they feel about white writers
of pulp fiction. The problem is that African American literature
is seen as a genre in and of itself. That's not fair to anyone.
Yes, I get irritated with I go to the African American section in
a bookstore and see that the buyers have chosen 80% of the collection
to be "street lit." The problem is with the buyers not the writers.
I am also concerned with the rift between Black literary writers
and black commercial writers. No one is really willing to talk about
the class dimension. Most literary writers have advanced degrees
and live a much more privileged life. Many writers of 'street lit"
are self-taught, self-published. I am suspicious of any debate where
the privileged are given the opportunity to berate the people who
have fewer resources.
I am really concerned with what I see as the over representation
of the poles of black American experience. It seems that African
American stories need to involve The Hood, or the Hamptons. The
Projects, or Princeton. Much is made as to whether or not narratives
of poverty misrepresent the experience of black Americans, but what
about the mainstream fascination with stories of black people who
enjoy summers at Martha's Vineyard (and yes, I am aware that I am
typing this from that very location.) What about the fixation with
black people (women mostly) who look white? Aren't these misrepresentations
as well? It seems that an ordinary black life isn't seen as remarkable
or worthy of attention. This concerns me.
:
W. E. B. DuBois once argued that, "We want everything that
is said about us to tell of the best and highest and noblest in
us. We insist that our Art and Propaganda be one." In 1926, he said
that, "All Art is propaganda and ever must be, despite the wailing
of the purists." How will he view the explosion of urban literature
today?
T.J. Oh I think Dr. DuBois would be appalled by
the explosion of urban literature. Well, I think I should say that
I think the DuBois of 1926 would be appalled. I don't know how he
would think if he were alive today. In some ways, it's really unfair
to speculate about the opinions of dead people. I am assuming that
DuBois would have continued to grow and evolve. He was a great man
and a brilliant mind. Brilliant minds often grow in directions that
regular folks like me and you cannot imagine.
But to the heart of your questions-- if urban lit is standing in
as propaganda, we're in trouble. However, I am not sure that it
is. And if it is, again, that is the fault of the reader. No writer,
be it Toni Morrison or Vickie Stringer should have to write fearing
that her representation will someone become the permanent-- or even
fleeting-- image of her people.
:
Do you agree with Langston Hughes that Black artists must
express themselves freely no matter what the Black public or white
public thought?
T.J. I think this is true for all artists. But
I also think that artists must go out of their way to tell a true
story. True stories, I believe, are what will set us free. It is
the truth that makes stories universal.
: In
your fable, “LaKeisha and the Dirty Girl," a girl who collects
books loses one book and upon seeing a similar book in the hands
of a Dirty Girl, accuses her of stealing her book. The police pick
up the Dirty Girl only for it to turn out to be a different book.
How worried are you about stereotyping and profiling in America?
T.J. I had fun with that fable. I was a little off-put
by the assignment, but it ended up being fun working with such basic
characters. There was a 200 word limit. My favorite moment is when
LaKeisha realized that the Dirty Girl didn't steal her book and
the policeman says, "if she didn't steal it from you, she stole
it from someone." I was being very wicked there. I wanted to show
that it takes more than one person seeing the error of her ways
to stop a system of criminalizing certain people. And then at the
end, LaKeisha steals the book herself. Don't ask me why, but the
whole idea cracked me up.
:
In an interview, Toni Morrison said that, “Race is
the least reliable information you can have about someone.”
Do you agree? How does that fit into the 'coming' post-racial America?
T.J. I think Ms. Morrison was being a little hyperbolic
there. I mean the least reliable information you can have about
someone is their shoe size or something like that. But of course
I agree that race doesn't "mean" what we think it means. Ms. Morrison
was a bold statement which, I think, sparks a really necessary dialogue
about race and the assumptions and privilege that goes along with
it. Have you read her excellent short story Reciticaf? The story
is about a pair of women who have a very tense and racialized relationship,
but she never tells you which is black and which is white. The fact
that she never revels this makes the story more of a fiction of
ideas, I think. It's designed to keep you guessing, to make you
look at yourself, and to make you interrogate this social construction
that we call "race."
: How
do you explain inspiration? Where do you find it? Do you wait for
it in order to write?
T.J. How do I explain inspiration? I don't. I think
it's a lot like falling in love. You don't really control it. It
sort of happens to you and you decide whether to roll with it or
not. I don't wait to be inspired to write. That is as silly as "waiting"
to fall in love. I believe that you can be plodding along writing
a terribly uninspired sections and BAM, inspiration will strike.
The act of writing itself can inspire. It's much in the way you
can be dating a perfectly adequate person. You are not in love with
this person, but then you learn something about him, or he does
something heroic that you did not know he was capable of. And then,
BAM. You're in love.
: What
is the most important idea a writing teacher can teach her students?
T.J. Revise. Revise. Revise. Also, I try and teach them to bond
with their classmates. Everybody needs a community.
Do you pay attention to reviews of your works? How important are
positive and negative reviews to you?
T.J. Yes, I pay attention to reviews although I know it is more
high-minded not too. I would like not to care. What I am learning,
though, is to learn to savor the good reviews. I can quote the negative
ones chapter and verse. There was a harsh and sort of stupid review
for Leaving Atlanta that appeared in the Washington Post
by a guy named Michael Scube. For years I dreamed of confronting
him at a cocktail party. I am happy to say that I have grown past
that mark, but it's still painful to see something unpleasant about
yourself in print. When it comes to good reviews, I tend to take
them with a grain of salt, but that is something I am trying to
learn not to do. It can be hard to accept compliments.
:
Do you write any poetry at all?
T.J. No, not really. Some of my best friends are poets, though.
This April for National Poetry Month I promised my friend, Mitchell
LH Douglas, that I would write a poem. I did write something. It
is somewhat poetic and I will never show it to anyone!
:
What 3 novels do you wish you had written? Why?
T.J. I don't even know what that questions means. Does it mean three
books I like? I mean, what would make me wish I have written someone
else's work? I can tell you three books that I am so glad are in
the world. I will start with The Bluest Eye. Although, as many have
pointed out, it's a flawed novel. However, the shock of recognition
that I felt seeing my own sort of childhood issues made into beautiful
literature. What can I say? I've been a Morrisonista ever since.
Another book that is dear to me is Meridian, by Alice Walker. I
know that everyone got all bent out of shape because of The Color
Purple, Meridian-- a novel about the black female experience during
the civil rights movement-- is the bravest book I know. Another
favorite of mine is Erasure by Percival Everett. I love how funny
it is and I love that it is about a novel and it is also a novel
of ideas. As for my favorite book of poetry-- Domestic Work by Natasha
Trethewey.
:
When not built on real events, where do your stories come
from?
T.J. I don't know where they come from exactly. I think they come
from the same place taste, hunger and thirst come from. They just
are.
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Where did you get your talent?
T.J. I don't even know what talent is. I know that writing is the
thing I love and one of only two things I have ever wanted to do
with my life. (The other thing was to be a hair dresser.) I have
worked all my life at writing. I was serious about it although no
one around me took it seriously. This allowed me to find my voice
without wondering what anyone would think. I knew what they would
think, they wouldn't care. Although it sort of hurt my feelings
when I was a kid to be sort of invisible, it turned out to be the
greatest gift of my life-- the privacy to develop.
:
How will you describe your politics? How successful are
you at keeping your politics out of your literature?
T.J. I don't try to keep my world view out of my work. At the same
time, I don't try to inject it in my work either. Politics come
from what a person understands to be true. If I tell a true story,
my politics will be in there. Asking me if my politics are in my
work is like asking me if my DNA is in a strand of my hair. Of course
it is, and I didn't have to put it there.
I would describe myself politically as a leftist. I distrust government
and I am always looking for ways to even out the playing field.
My father is a political scientist who is very interested in African
politics as well as American electoral politics. I know of lot of
girls who came to love sports as a way to bond with their father.
Well, to bond with my dad I became a news junkie and a lover of
justice.
:
Do you find yourself exercising any form of self-censorship
when you write?
T.J. I used to say no, but lately as my subject matter is getting
more toward sensitive issues in my family, I have been turning it
down a notch. I think the writer has to decide whether or not telling
a particular story is worth the fallout. I have found that when
I am writing, I just let it all hand out, but when it comes time
for editing, I sometimes turn down the heat. I try to be a compassionate
writer. At the same time, sometimes you just have to write the truth.
I take it on a case by case situation.
:
How important is it for writers to get validation for their
efforts in the form of awards? Are awards a true measure of success?
Do they change you or your writing?
T.J. Awards are not a true measure of anything, but it is really
nice to win awards, particularly when they come with money. Right
now, I am taking a month at Martha's Vineyard. I am doing so because
I won a cash award last year from the United States Artist Foundation.
The award is allowing me to make 2009 my dream year for writing.
I mean, I am relaxing in for the summer with no responsibility other
than to write! That award made it possible and I can't poo-poo that.
On the other hand, that validation can be addictive. I know writers
who have been driven insane by awards. I know one writer who researches
who wins every writing award in the world. Then she agonizes over
why she wasn't chosen. The crazy thing is that she has already won
*so many* awards. But she wants them all and will not be satisfied
until she gets them. I look at her as a cautionary tale.
I think that every writer knows a writer who is not as good as she
is, who has won more awards. But at the same time, we all know someone
who is better than us, who has gotten nothing. So you can be happy
about the award you win, but you can't get too caught up. It's not
exactly random but you're kidding yourself if you feel that it is
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